tirsdag 9. mars 2010

Low tide and high tea

Hello.
This is probably a big deal to only me and me.. Ready? Ok; I didn't have tea all of yesterday. Can you believe that? How on earth could I forget? Sure, I was a bit tired and a bit o' this and that, but does that mean I should forget about drinking tea for a whole day? Tea is like air to me, you don't just simply forget to breathe one day, so something must have been wrong. (right now you're probably thinking I'm the only one there's something wrong with) but that's fine.
Anywho.. I'm listening to Tiny dancer by Elton John at the moment.. Such a sweet song, have you ever heard it? You should! I got it form the movie "Almost famous" you know, the scene where they're driving and they're all listening to Tiny dancer and singing along.. That's if you've seen the movie, if not then do it :-)
Well, have a nice day and here are some pictures for you to admire.
-Cfg.

mandag 1. februar 2010

Nothing's won so easily.

Hi guys
Ok, where do I even start.. I'm going to sound like a whiny little baby now.. And I'm going to be completely honest, not too often that I complain this much, but I think I should be allowed to right now; to start off I haven't gotten dressed today. I'm waiting to find out if I will be accepted at this school or not.. So a lady called me and interviewed me, asked if I did drugs and weird questions like that, I turned on my I'm-such-a-sweet-girl voice and told her "no! Never done drugs!" which is true, so I'm not feeling guilty about anything, I didn't lie to her, however I did tell her that I don't even smoke, which I do.. But I'm gonna quit, so it doesn't matter. Anyway, she didn't call back, and probably won't until tomorrow.. (probably?! of course she won't until tomorrow! unless she has a huge crush on me, IT'S 03.30 AM!) so, anyway, which is the reason I haven't gotten dressed today, feel dirty, feel sick, feel hungry, and like a complete nervous wreck.
Basically I've slept all day, now there is no way I can go to bed, I'm gonna have to stay up all night terrified of what may come tomorrow. Terrified of the word "no". I haven't been able to eat, I've been in a real bad mood. Last time I felt like this was when someone I needed to get a hold of had their phone turned off for 2 days and I was scared. The situation isn't even the slightest the same, but the feeling is, for some weird reason.. it doesn't make sense. I guess I'm just really REALLY nervous about the final answer, I've kind of built my future plans around this, so if I get a "no" I'm going to have to change a lot of things, I didn't even think of a back-up plan because I was determined to do this.
This is by far one of the worst feelings I've ever had.
At least I wasn't alone about it, one of my bestfriends is waiting for the same answer, I know for sure the school will accept her though, so if I do too it will be kick-ass, since it's the same school.

Thank you for reading this, you'll never get those 3 minutes of your life back.
-Cfg

torsdag 28. januar 2010

Sugar

Don't say morning's come, don't say it's up to me, if I could take twenty five minutes out of the record books. He brings me sugar. Bobby's collecting bees and hammers and he used one on me, cold war with little boys get in with a bubble gum trade and all the robins bring me many things, but sugar. As far as I can tell, i've been gone for miles now. and you know and I know, you don't know me very well. Just watch what i do sweet boy, if they find you out tell me what you think they'll do when they find you gotta little in here tell me what you think they'll do when they find out you're such a pussy, my sweet boy, my sugar...


onsdag 27. januar 2010

Snow can wait.

Hi.
I went to the doctor's today and got drained for blood. I'm all better now though! It was raining earlier so hopefully the snow will be gone pretty soon. Right now the sky is partly blue which is something I haven't seen in such a long time, it is a reminder that summer WILL come, since it feels like it's been winter for ages and ages.

This summer will be the best summer ever. If not I'll be really disappointed. My friends and I have made so many plans, which is kind of helping me through this whole winter depression crap, or "winter blues" if you please.

I'm feeling a little tired so I think I'm gonna take a nap. I don't have many plans today, just some singing and some guitar playing. I can't wait to upload videos of me doing that, just got to get a few things right first. Anyway, have a cupcake.
-Cfg.

torsdag 7. januar 2010

:)

Hi everyone! I'm sorry - it has been a while but I've just been way too busy (too busy to blog? lol wtf what does she think she is lolol)
so yeah, anyway, here is a song you should listen to: